𝒷𝓁𝑒𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 (𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉𝓈) 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓂𝓂𝑒𝓇𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒

the summer of pot smoke and the girl from ipanema

ten thousand miles

love me

love me,

lie with me, under pine, in my silver light

moonlight pooling in the interstice of my collarbone

touch me (here) and (here)

skin blistering beneath the tips of your fingers

furiously burning

guitar string calluses

another summer spent drowning at the bottom of the pool

seeking answers from other realms

swallowing cherry pits

and wishing i never met you

angelologist boy

how to tame your anarchic manic pixie day - dream girl

recondite esoteric girl

ur poster girl

last summer when i called god on a payphone

to ask him why the sky was empty

he told me that after a while, everything evil

becomes bearable

so don’t choke on your sorrow

bovine boy, you always knew

i was never able to evade the legacy

imparted by pink-haired

fifteen-year-old amber

playgirl, plaything

madonna - whore

once upon a time

i resigned to your sententious pseudointellectual ramblings

sad as sunday night television

devour me like nothing

i hope you know now

that eternity bores me and i do not want it

that you won’t ever find the same person twice

not even in the same person

that no deity possesses the omnipotence to restore your sincerity

or to forgive your sins

amber (bambi) is a certifiably insufferable 21-year-old writer and poet. currently studying journalism and political science, she hopes to one day counterpoise the political gerontocracy. she enjoys poetry that makes her feel sick or disturbed.

you can find her work under the pseudonym INTERNETBABY on substack, or @888bambi on instagram.