🐇 🎀 𝒢𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐵♡𝓂𝒷 🎀 🐇

Natalie Gilda

I’m an all pink glitter fairy bimbo
sinking my legs into and around
your waist,
telling you I want to be alone with you
upstairs
in the back
in a champagne room
no,
not in your apartment,
baby
please, baby
live in the fantasy
with me
do what you came
here to do
don't grind back against me
while I dance
baby,
that’s my job
just let me do my job,
baby,
just let me
work
.


⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏʏꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ, ᴘᴀʀᴛ 4: ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ʜᴏᴍᴇ ⋆⭒˚。⋆

Natalie Gilda

I love you.
and you are looking at me
like I am so so dirty
and you tell me
I smell like the strip club,
distinct,
hairspray and body spray
and sweat and other people’s
sweat.

You say you don’t
even want to fuck me
on the days that I work,
that you can feel
the other men on me.
and I already knew that
but hearing you say it
out loud makes it
so much worse.

So I always go home to shower
before coming back to yours
after my shift,
so it’s a good thing
we’re neighbors. 

You are so accessible that way.

If I am drunk,
I won’t even think about it
unless you are begging me to come,
so you can hate it out loud
and in front of me
and still have me
sleeping next to you.

I swore to never change,
when the other girl in the dressing room
says a man can never really be okay
with it, and love you,
I laugh
but here I am, washing myself off for you
and you tell me you can still smell it,
you can still feel it
and so the shower was useless
but at least I am trying.

 
 

Natalie Gilda is a poet from Massachusetts now living in NYC. She is the creator and host of Hot People Read Poetry, which was just an observation. Her current projects focus on both her SWer and artistic communities.

@poetrybimbo

@hotpplreadpoetry